Week 25 – Baseball Glove
A bittersweet reality
“There’s a feeling of impotence and doubt to process before moving on”
There’s a feeling of impotence and doubt to process before moving on. Sure, I have to accept it, manage it and do what’s needed. It’s the kind of thing you can’t avoid or go around it – one just needs to face it and go through it. And I will, I’m confident. Today, as I get the news, I just want to crawl into a ball of warmth and let it be for a moment.
I’m sad although I can’t help but acknowledge that it’s a privilege to have access to all this medical care. It allows me to know about this issue that would otherwise stay silent. Or that I have the luxury of being tired and not having to do serious physical labour throughout the day.
Anyway, tomorrow will be better.
In the meantime, the baby seems active and to be doing very well. The preparations for his arrival are going very well and we look forward to meeting him face to face. He’s so loved, and he wasn’t even born yet.
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